Friday, March 7, 2014

You go to the ferries

Honestly you don’t really care about those girls. They have never really been nice to you, and the only reason you are in their group is because your teacher made an attempt to separate you and Emily, which only made you dislike the teacher even more than usual. You express your feelings to Emily and she seems to understand, so you both agree to go with the guys.
You are escorted in a tour bus owned by the venue and all of the gear and music equipment is transported in a van behind the bus. As you step into the bus you remember being here yesterday. The same bus picked you up at the venue last night and took you to the hotel. You feel a bit ashamed about the fact that you let loose so much last night – it’s not really like you to party that hard. You always pass on the alcohol because you are afraid of letting your guard down towards people who you shouldn’t let your guard down to. You know the effect alcohol has on you, and last night wasn’t any different – that you can definitely conclude from the hangover today. Luckily you didn’t do anything that you regret today. The bus is quiet, only a few people are talking about some technical stuff, and you don’t listen. You look around at the people. Alex is sitting on a couch resting his eyes. He looks really cute when he’s this tired. It’s adorable. You notice a person sitting next to you, it’s Adam.
“Give me your number and e-mail address” he says handing you a piece of paper and a sharpie. You smile at him and write down the information. “I’ll look forward to be working with you” he says with a wink before he leaves again. The realization of this whole situation hasn’t quite yet caught up to you and at the moment you just feel exhausted. You find yourself wondering when you’ll wake up, but nothing happens.
“Laura!” you hear someone calling your name, and then some other person laughs. You turn around escaping from your thoughts. You see Matt, Jack and Emily standing in the back of the bus and they are gesturing for you to come join them. You get up and you almost hear your legs and feet scream in agony with every step. “Hi sunshine” Emily says with sarcasm “you look fresh”. “Meh…” is your only response. “So the guys and I were just talking and I told them about our plans for next year” Emily says excitedly. “I told them that we were planning on going traveling, but how we don’t have the money and all, and then… “Emily trails off and looks at Jack with a big grin on her face. His expression matches hers. “And you are gonna come with us on tour!” Jack practically yells. Your eyes widen and you don’t know what to say. You look at Emily and her expression shows that she knows what you are thinking. This could not get any better. “So after your graduation we are going on a tour in the UK and since Travis has some stuff to do in those two months we need an new assistant merch manager” Matt says gesturing at Emily “and since Adam will not be joining us, but another band by that time, so I thought that you could be our new photographer” he says turning to you.
A thousand things are going through your mind, but all of them are positive. You thank Matt and Jack and pull Emily to the front of the bus again to talk to her. You still don’t know what to say, so she just gives you a tight hug. “Honey, your dream is gonna come true. You are going to be a real touring photographer. And I’m gonna be by your side through all of it” she whispers in your ear.
At the terminal to the ferries you have to say goodbye to the guys. And even though you don’t want to you also can’t wait to get home to get some sleep. You hug each of the guys, but when you come to Jack everything just seems to get really sad. You look at his face and you feel like someone just punched you in the gut. It’s not pleasant, but at the same time you don’t want the feeling to go away. You are very confused about it. Jack pulls you in to a tight hug, but before he lets you go he whispers in your ear, something you did not expect to hear. “Damn!” he whispers and you feel his hands grip you in a way that is more than friendly. The feeling in your gut is replaced by butterflies, maybe even birds. He kisses you on your cheek and winks at you before turning around and leaving you behind. Your eyes are locked on him as he is leaving and as soon as he is out of sight you turn to see Emily and Zack releasing each other from a warm embrace.


(Emily's goodbye)

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